Wednesday, April 23, 2008

NO MORE I LOVE YOU


Pernahkah kamu mengira bahwa kamu sudah menemukan seseorang seperti tidak ada yang lebih tepat lagi seperti terasa sangat benar seperti begitu melengkapi seperti terasa nyaman seperti separuh jiwamu yang hilang sudah kau temukan?

Tapi pernahkah kemudian kamu merasa bukan dia seperti cinta hilang begitu saja seperti begitu banyak pertengkaran, ketidakcocokan; seperti tidak ada lagi ingin bertemu, seperti tak ada lagi rasa perlu; bahkan kamu merasa lebih baik sendiri dulu daripada bersama orang yang tak mengerti kamu?

Nggak sangka bisa berhenti cinta
Nggak sangka ternyata bukan dia
Nggak sangka, perasaan ini hilang begitu saja
Tanpa alasan, tanpa ada apa-apa
Hanya saja memang bukan lagi dia
That language's just leaving me...

Thursday, April 3, 2008

FOR MACKIE, SOMEWHERE OUT THERE


My Dearest Mackie*...

You're still there, aren't you? You're in a save place, aren't you?
Miss you lots already. Promise me I'll meet you again, Mac...
'Cos I'm getting used to with you in my life...
I know it's the best for us...

Promise me you'll be fine...
I promise you too that I will...
May God Allows us to get back together again...

Mackie, tell me when you get this, okay?


Miss you.
*Don't get me wrong with this name, okey?

SINKING AND RAISED AGAIN


This feeling...


I kinda remember this awkward feeling. Something is missing from my life. Still I can smile, I can laugh. But believe me, it's terrible inside. Untold.

God, i own nothing. It's all Yours.
You Can Take everything You Want from me.
What I need to do is learning.
Thanks a lot You still Believe to choose me. To Raise my grade...